Feb. 18, 2013

Dear ex-roommate

I love you but really I don't know who you think you are, or what gives you the right to ask me if I want you to pay my rent. Where did you get the idea I would allow you to move back into the house. Your smart remarks about finding another place to live was really uncalled for and for calling me an ASS.

Why would I want you to move back in with me? For the sake of rent. I told you $550 per month, bills run me around $400. Everything would be split down the middle. You think that is to much and that you can rent a house for what I was asking for. Your an idiot. It is okay I don't want you to move back in anyhow. I never asked you to. You did not like it when I answered your question with a question. I am sorry that hurt your little feelings but you moved out to be with another woman which hurt me every time I seen you 2 together. So yeah the warning light came on when you asked if I wanted you to pay my rent again, reminding me that you only be here for 2 of those weeks out of a month. You did not think and misunderstood but that is okay again your an idiot and that you think so little of me.

I pay more out my ass for a house that I cannot really afford to rent, plus the house bills and my personal bills. And now I am looking for a 2nd income on top of finishing school and trying to stay healthy and stop this inconsistent coughing. I gave up Wow and trying to fix the middle room into a craft/library/office for when I have to work from home and other luxury items in life due to my truck payment and personal bills have taken over
 I do not will not be dependent on a man, woman or my son to help me out. I will make or fail on my own. I would never ask another person for $550 per month plus half the bills for them to live with me. I am not that greedy or whatever it is you want to call it. I want to be fair and not have someone to think I am trying to get more out of them than I deserve. I just want them to do their part, what they promised they said they would do.

I may not know how you feel about me but I know how you treat me and it was not in a nice way or the way I deserve.

I won't let the past repeat itself. I will not allow you say that the house smells like dog feces and urine, you tell me that after the fact someone told you the house smelled and it embarrassed you. but you never think about the times you embarrassed me or how you treated me, talked to me. I will not be accused of kicking you off the internet, downloading things when your playing WOW, I will not allow someone to call me an Ass, rude, selfish, inconsiderate etc.  I don't want to hear you tell me to find someone else or that is okay to be someone one but if they disrespect you that you would be the crap out of them, pay for someone to clean the house or hear that I buy the food you don't like and so forth.

You stiffed me on 2 months rent, so again I cannot trust, depend or rely on you to do what your suppose to do. I got the washer, dryer, & refrigerator plus behind on my medical bills in exchange. You had the audacity to take a weight from my house because you assumed it was yours that you left it here. I allowed you to you use my internet because your  sister did what I did. That is how you repay my kindness. You took the shed I said you can have but you never told me you took it. I thought someone had stolen it.  You called not to check on me but to make sure your dog was taken care of, you at one point accused me of being mean to your dog. You let mine out and I almost lost sassy. I am surprised that you did not shut them in a room without food and water or shut them in my bedroom period. As pay backs for whatever you think I done to your dog.

I tried to tell you about my childhood, my marriages and my dad but you acted like you did not want to listen, that you was not really that interested in my life or in me. I tried to get you go home with me to my moms so that you can see why I am the way I am, or to help my mom out with the house but again you found away out and go do things with other people than the one that asked you 1st or that you cared about if you ever cared about me at all. Yeah I am the rude and inconsiderate person.

Your a better person than me. I am so angry with you it is pathetic. I know your a better person than that but you will not see that in yourself. Have a nice life.