May 24, 2015 letter to exroommate

I have seen/known it from the time we moved in together that you never really had any feelings for me at all, that you never really cared.  Your actions never matched the words that you spoke. I was the stupid one for believing that you were totally different though your past was not perfect. You are just the same as my dad, ex's and no I will not be or stay with anyone with those traits any more I would rather live alone than keep putting myself through this time after time. It is like having been a war, you think you have forgotten but something happens, noise etc and it all comes back.

I started to loose all respect for you as a person, I could not ever trust you with anything and your constant mood swings, and I could not ever believe in anything you had to say. You never ever kept your word to me which was a major turn off, comparing me to your sister & othesr another major turn off, as well as the other things I have just listed. You did not understand my being a diabetic, you thought I could be just like you in so many ways, but I am not you, you compared me to Jay and your Sister did you not ever realize that I was just me. Nope. You were not my ex's either but you did a lot of things that reminded me of them including my dad. I never told you how I felt because I dont knoow how many times you told me you did not care, or I just did not want to fight with you about it because I was always in the wrong and you were always right.

You put charges against the rent you owe to me. You owe me this respect & consideration which I never got from you and your sister. I never walked into her house done as I please I never insulted her over the dogs or the state of mess her house was in, how she raised her kids. It was okay for her to call the dog food I bought Tip crap, the furniture I brought back from my moms junk or crap. It was okay because you thought it was, but I am not to talk like that to her. How about the times I took off my job to take you to yours, the blow out on my truck when you drove 90 mile an hour down the road that tore off my bumper & mud flap, the dome light all of these you said you would fix but never did. I had to put gas in my truck when you and your sister ran it out because I did not have anough to get me thru the week or day to work. Or how about the emotional and mental abuse that I received due to the internet or something stupid. I even paid rent and bills when you got the washer & dryer. I even paid your sisters rent when I tried to pay for my half of the rent - but that was not how you wanted to do things. As for me getting my way and getting what I want. I worked hard for everything I got. No one, no man, woman or child has helped me to get where I am at now. It was okay for you to tell me that to treat your sister like family but when I asked you not to cause a scene I got the meanest, dirtiest look (honestly that is what my dad did to me and he too did not care). It was okay tell me it was not okay for your sister to be without a vehicle but hinted it was okay for me to be without mine so she would not miss work or run her kids here and there. I done alot for you and your sister but to have you treat me with disregard or like a pile of shit that was just wrong. You took whatever problem you had with me out on my dogs, you accused my mom and us not training them very well. You basically put my family down but it was not okay for me to say anything negative to you about your family and kids. How many times did I take care of Tip, clean up after dog crap and piss at the apartment and at the house. I did not complain maybe a little dramatic at times but really. You said you would help my mom when they almost burnt the house down, u said we would go one weekend but dumped us for your sister to move a piano that never happened. You wanted to go to my moms on a Saturday & come back on a Sunday that was not really fair to me when I don't get to see her every day. Everything was done when you wanted & when you felt like it. You had rules for my family if they moved down here but none for your family. You called me rude, inconsiderate, selfish and a few other words but I think that how you was describing yourself because that is how you treated me.

 

I did not know I had herpes until I just decided to get checked, I thought my health problems were due to the urniary tract infection that never went away & the constant yeast infections. My aunt who is a diabetic is having the same problems as I am and she has only been with one person her entire life. My being a diabetic complicates my life something you don't understand, or maybe you just did not care to understand. I did or use to get blisters on my lips when I was younger from swimming in the lakes, my mom did have that checked out at that time they did not diagonis it as being herpes they said it was due to the pollution in the lakes so who knows how long I have had or where I got it. Did you know you can have herpes & never know until you have a breakout. Mine is from my diabetes my system being so low and down. Being a diabetic means my imune system is affected.

You are mean spirited, cold hearted man who treats people in a bad way. Some day Karma is going to bite you in the rear end. You do people wrong it will come back to hit you 10 times as hard as what you did to them.

I hope you and your girlfriend make but honestly you are going to do her the way you have done other women - bcz you think it is okay. You have no respect for others nor for yourself and I feel sorry for you because of it.

Shelly D. Scott
620-870-8506
ShellyBautista@hotmail.com

May 03, 2012

I am so angry. I just figured if I posted why I am angry and who I am angry at it may help relieve some of it. I think my blogging is helping me some but I still feel like I am whining, gripping, complaining or whatever you want to call it. I do not want people to feel sorry for me.

I want to send Mr. Ronald Craig Thompson emails, call him tell him yes you are abusive persons, that you used me for your benefit and your sisters benefit, you lied to me I know you had sex with me and someone else, and you never kept your word to me or my family, but I was expected to keep my word to you and to your family. You also are a cheat you, owed me 2 months rent plus part of another, used the washer, dryer & refrigerator as an excuse to not pay what you owe. I have followed you and your family like a faithful puppy, eating where you wanted to eat, watching movies you wanted be it at home or theater, not once did any of do anything I wanted to do when asked. I paid for your freaking payperview movies, tried to fix the foods you like but you still were not happy. I don't think you know how to be happy or how to treat people. Now you have a girl friend, i bet you were having sex with her and me both, now your like the ex's. You have called me rude, inconsiderate, selfish now I am nuts, crazy, and wacko. Yes your like my father now. How about the time you took crap out on me at the shop, or accussing me of wanting to be with someone else, I am a nice person just wanted to please people but I guess you could not see that. I even passed up an opportunity to get network experience because you was afraid I ws going to have sex with someone, hum that sounds alot like you dont it.

I to can come up with expenses, how about the many times you and your sister forgot to come get me on my job I had wait at least 2 hrs for you guys, or the many times you had me waiting for you on my job to come get me, or the gas I had to put back in to my vehicle because you both ran it on empty almost and left me none to get back to work on. Or how about the time I took off my job to take you to your job, I put more gas in my truck to get you and come back home on than what you think. Not counting how you tore my truck up, blowing out my tire by driving 90 miles per hour down the road. Or how about you breaking my dome light huh. You said you would fix those but never did, you expected me to nag you to get things. If I nagged you would have gotten pissted, if I did not nag you you got pisst, if I told how i felt about your treatment to me you would have gotten pisst, and so forth. It seems no matter what you got pisst at me. I even tried to pay half the rent you took that rent to pay for your sisters, fine. That is too okay. Then I am paying rent and bills, covering your butt on the rent. Still I get crapped on, being nice to your sister and helping her when I could, still you crapped on me. It was okay for you to bring Tipp in the house letting him chew on my insence sticks, a straw and shit and piss in the house or in my apartment never did you say much about that but my dogs yes you did. You said I got my way all the time no I do not. I worked for whatever it is I have and got.

How many times did you take your frustration out on me, and I think you found things to start a fight.  It was either the internet, thinking I kicked you off, or downloading things etc. Then I got the dogs those were another excuse for you to take shit out on me. I think you would have found something to take your anger out on me about. You said you was not doing that but you have to realize AT&T was not there and my dogs cannot defend themselves, you even blamed my mom for not potty training them properly gee if i said anything like that you or your sister you would have gotten pisst at me. I cannot say anything to you, or talk to you about anything without you getting pisst. You made up rules for me and my family but none for you and your family.

You never went to meet my mom so how do you know how or what the house smells like. I have asked you to help me figure out the wiring on the house and roof so I could help my mom, asked you for help on my truck but no u never answered or really wanted to do anything with me or for me and my family that would be to much for your lazy ass to do.

I guess That is enough for now but I know I have more I would like to say, but I have to get back to work.