Feb 7, 2012

Why do people think it is okay to take their crap out on me? Is it because I am handy, available or whatever. I don't know. I don't do anything to anyone I keep to myself as much as I can. I have learned not to ask for help, to go out with me, spend time with me etc. I have always been there for others but they are never there for me accept as a punching bag of sorts.

I am so freaking tired. I am yelled at because the internet does not work properly, the dogs pissing & shitting in the floor. For asking a question that someone does not like or giving the answer that they don't like. I am always the problem they never are the problem.

I want a house of my own. I really do. I just don't know how with such bad credit. I need to do so much stuff I have no idea where to start.

I will come back later.

Feb. 1, 2012

Hey bloggers. I hope your having a wonderful year so far. Can you believe it? We already have one month gone. Now do we hope the ground hog see's his shadow in the morning or not. It does not matter to me any more. Also this month is the LOVE month. I think it is another gimmick to get people to spend money on romantic notions. I don't if there is such a thing as love or not, I guess I don't believe it because I have not found it. I have found more jerks, assholes, wanna be lovers, cheats and abusers or those who r a combination of all. I will have to see about saving up my money this month to treat myself. I am going to put out a warning sign, cupid is not allowed here. lol.

I guess I am going to go, catch you all later.