Well I have no idea what is going on with people at work? I think everyone is in a pissy mood that is for sure. I got threatened with meetings. My response was "do it".
I woke up with my sugar reading 58. That is not good. I am so surprised I got up out of bed.
I am blogging today because of the anger I am holding inside. I love my exroommate but I cannot take being put down anymore, or told I am screaming when I am not. I need some courage to say what I think and feel.
It is like this you don't keep your word, you never follow through on what you say. You tell me your going to help me and do this and that for me but you never meant it. The only thing he means something is when he is pisst and insulting. Or whinning about not getting the ice cream he asked for etc. Does he ever wonder why I don't ask him to fix my vehicle, change the oil etc. I don't have time to sit and wait on someone.
I have to figure out how to spend $50 on a book for my class then put at least $50 to $75 back into my savings without killing myself or short changing myself each month. It is going to be a struggle. Plus I am letting them take extra out of my paycheck for my medical expenses. This is so frustrating. I am trying to keep all my receipts and expenses, so I hope that will help come tax time. I feel like a 80 year old woman because of the meds I take. .
I guess that is enough belly aching for the moment. I may be back tomorrow. I have a huge headache.
