Yes I have the blues. I have so much going through my mind.
How many times per day do you tell that little voice in your head to shut-up? I know I cannot count the times I have had to tell myself that.
I had a semi rough day at work. I feel like I am surrounded by people who don't know how to think for themselves and are constantly driving me up the wall for no reason at all. Yeah I know relax, it ain't you it is them.
I keep wishing over and over that I can afford my own house. I have also been ill for the last 3 weeks. It makes me wish I had someone I can depend on in my life. I have my mom living with me but she has her health issues, plus we both feel sorry for ourselves. Yeah My home has turned into a semi loony bin.
I just keep hoping and praying things get better for everyone including me.
anyhow I guess I should stop. I am not myself lol.
Take care
Shelly
