Please why should I give other men chances? I know that people tell me that all men are not the same but for some reason I keep finding my dad, 1st ex husband, 2nd ex husband or any of my ex's boyfriends/lovers/etc. It seems like they have one, two, three or all three personalities. I try not to compare a man to my past experiences but it is really hard not too. It is just when I think I am over something that was done to me, they would do something that would bring it all back.
I try not to be judgmental of everyone but it is very hard. I know I am being compared to this person and that person. Why can't I be like so and so? If so and so can do this or that, does that mean I have to or should? Life is just confusing and hard. I am so sorry if I hurt anyone in anyway and I hope to God that I am forgiven. I am so sorry if I have not ever given you a chance, it is me i am just scared of letting anyone in anymore.
Or maybe it is me and people in general I have problems with. I sometimes feel like I need to go to counselling to find out how neurotic I really am or maybe I am just anti social in general. I have not posted in here a long time. I guess I really need to get back into this. I am not sure how much of help it really is but I guess but it is good way of getting things off my chest.
